I found one of the pages
crumpled by her bed,
and this is how it read:
It's not like I am weak
or that I don't know how to leave.
It's just that every time you cheat
you bring me closer to defeat.
...until there's nothing left to love,
until there's nothing left to say.
I know that you need help,
but even I can't save you from yourself
(her space holiday)